Thursday, March 1, 2012

Today 030112

Today I woke up happy after having a dream of my granddaughter Madison, between 4:45 and 6:45am, she was playfully happy and we were having a fun time like we used to, I just remember it being white or light, she was older but I kept seeing a baby that looked just like her. I wasn't sure who the baby was or why the baby was there with her, having a dream like this has been a rare occurrence. I woke and told hubby about my dream of playing with Madison, and he told me I was so lucky. I went off to the hospital in a good mood loving the memory of the dream, I shared with 2 patients. On my way home I was thinking of my daughter Laura that we should get out for a walk or something. I came into the house and I hear hubby talking on the phone, realizing he was talking to Laura and he told me Laura has lost her baby. I am thinking that Madison had welcomed this baby into heaven this morning in my dream and I am sharing this with her as I am sharing this with you my friends. I keep thinking the baby was a girl because I was surprised at how much she resembled Madison. Well also I just happen to be off work today so I am off to bring her some comfort, maybe someday she will see this but I am not sure she would appreciate my dream just yet, I did tell her I dreamed of of Madison this morning Not really putting the two together yet. Tomorrow she will have another ultra sound to confirm the baby is not living and possibly a procedure. Please keep them in your prayers. God bless us!

4 comments:

  1. Doallwithlove4God,
    My heart goes out to you& your family. You are in my thoughts & prayers. It is a blessing that you are near your daughter to give her the Love & Support that she will need.
    God Bless You & keep you & shine his face upon you!

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  2. Yes, You, Laura nad your family are in my prayers. I aver very saddened by your loss but Thank you for sharing this vision of heaven and holy children. May peace and comfort be with all of you!

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  3. How do people without faith get through times like this? What a blessing your faith is to your entire family. When your daughter is not so fragile, you can share your dream (vision) and she can name her beautiful baby. A baby that only knows Jesus' love. She will be a wonderful advocate in heaven. I am sorry for your pain. Know that I will pray for your whole family. God bless you all and keep you in His heart.

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  4. Yes - it is during the times that life throws us a curve ball that our faith is tested and we get to practice what we preach and so-called believe. I have found from talking with people with little or no 'structured' faith or religion are two things: They know in their heart that God has a plan and that they will 'see' their loved on once again in another time and place....a.k.a. heaven. OR they become sad, angry and/or despondent to life and others that they close off their hearts to loving and trusting again.

    For me it has been BOTH - yes, I intellectually have the religious doctrines down and the prayers memorized but little does it if I don't open my heart to the change God wants me to experience. It is accepting God's will and plan that I find it difficult. We all find it difficult to understand why God would allow the lose of a child or someone we love well before we are ready to let go..........but is there ever the 'right' time? But who are we to deny God of HIS plan? May be we've distrupted God's plan so much that death is inevitable such as in drug overdose.

    I don't mean to imply people 'deserve' to die for their walk away from God or for their life separated from God's plan for them or deserve to be 'punished' for doing life "their own way" - Don't misconstrue the point. God can do anything - whenever He desires, so no one is beyond God's reach. But God does state "The wages of Sin is death". He tells us to "chose wisely". And, there will be a time when death occurs and it will come "like a theif in the night".

    Like the smart virgins who waited for their bridgroom, we too need to prepare and be ready. Time is of the essence and the time we are given is a gift NOT an entitlement. hum..........that's another blog topic...........

    Of course all people who die this day are in my prayers and may Jesus have mercy on them!

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